2 Fans and just made the blog!!

Wow, This feels really good! I already have 2 fans and I just made the blog. Well actually one because I already know Jayden so i don't know why she pretended like I didn't know her lol. But anyway I'm really enjoying the positive feed back and it's really making me happy! I'm glad you all support me and I hope i come to find more supporters in the meantime. I really want to make blogging my career! Other than my dancing,acting,lawyer and author career :) Lol Yeah i Have Big Dreams! It's Really Awesome How much These 2 People like my blogs though. Even though I Don't know the other person I want to thank you!! You really made my day and you really made me want to continue with my blogging career!

Violence is Never The Answer!

Violence is absolutely never the answer for anything. Never Ever!! Some people just don't understand that notion! I'm the type of person that is always happy until I'm irritated then I'm a ticking time bomb. I yell I throw things but I do this with no intentions to hurt anybody just to express my anger and release it! As for others, they actually do these "killing sprees" with strong intentions to kill the person which in that case is very wrong! The reason I wrote this blog because today, someone shot gun fire 9 times shooting a person! Maybe they were in my cases where they were agitated so they wanted to get their anger out. But I'm quite positive it was with the intention to harm someone. He sent someone to the hospital! Not cool at all. I feel bad for the parents and other family members that have to witness these tragedies and go and sit by their family in the hospital or worst, identify their bodies! It's a really tragic thing.

I live in an area people may consider the hood. Many gangs are around my area. I live in the south east side. Very violence ridden. I often tell people this: Don't judge me from where I come from because I am very well educated. I go to one of the top 100 schools in the country while balancing everything else going on in my life! I'm very articulate for my age. I do things people of my age in my area can only dream of doing! So don't ever call me ghetto because if you do I'd say proud of it! Violence in my area is very common. Violence everywhere is common. It is not possible to get out of a war zone whether you live in whats considered the "suburbs" or not. Not Possible! People are fearing for their lives each and every day and I think it's wrong. Why must we fear everyday? Why must we fear going outside because we are scared we are going to get killed? It's not right, it's not right at all. And I can only hope and pray that the victim today has a speedy recovery because he looked to be around 13 years old.(My age)


Put the guns down. Stop trying to be the world's biggest gangster. Stop trying to be in this dope game like Gucci and OJ DA Juiceman Etc. It's not worth your life I know that. And I'm thankful that I have it like this. I know it may sound weird for me to say that but, I know a lot of other areas that are worst. California,Florida,New york so many others! Lets join a bond! Let's end this violence together! Everywhere across the nation! Let's make everyone feel that they don't have to die to protect their neighborhood. Let's make everyone feel that we are all humans and we are not different because we live on the other block. Let's make everyone feel that you can't judge me because I have more than you or you have more than me!

Along with that Someone put a rock through my brother's car window and stole his iPod. Horrible!! Let's not have to live through this anymore!

Sorry to get all deep on you fellow readers but i felt like it was my duty to spread the word. Even if it wasn't, I still feel good about doing this!

Boost Mobile!! We Deserve Better!!!

Yes I am 13 years old so you're probably thinking what am I talking about? What I'm saying is my very first phone when I was 11, was a boost mobile (An i855) and to be quite honest the phone was rubbish. My 2nd phone was also with boost mobile (i755 i think) This phone was rubbish also. I'm considering getting the Sanyo Incognito from boost mobile also. I researched and it seemed like a really good phone to get! Yeah I basically have my eyes on that prize. Anyway, i think boost mobile should come out with some better phones. The latest phone is the Samsung rant but that phone is old news from the Sprint network. Why are we getting the left overs? Boost has thousands of customers that has stayed by their side since day one. From the dropped calls to the 5 minutes for a text message to send, I still remained there. That type of dedication you can't find with any other wireless service provider. At&T and sprint for example, expensive contracts that you must stick with for 2 years? What kind of ish is that? When you can go to boost for only $50/month. Tons of people are leaving company's like that and transferring over to boost so with that being said, Boost needs to step it's game up in the phone department! Yes, the phones have gotten better with the incognito,rant and the black berry curve. But those are throwbacks. When are we going to start getting nice "new" created phones. Instead of these out of date things. STEP IT UP BOOST STEP IT UP!

And i Will admit your drop call thing gotten better with the newer phones so that's definitely a plus!

What Do You think of the site Formspring!?

I've been really focused on the topic of "Cyber Bullying" and the site Formspring.com really is a magnet for it. Yes I have a formspring but that's because I'm able to handle the heat and what people say about me doesn't affect me in any type of way because opinions are opinions and everybody has one! For those who can't handle it definitelely don't need to create a formspring because they are setting themselves up for the worst. But hey i'm nobody's mother so you do what you want.

For those who have no idea what I am talking about, allow me to clarify. Formspring is a website that allows people to go on somebodys formspring page and ask questions anonymously! There are no limits to the questions you ask but the person you ask has the option to answer it or not. I personally try my best to answer every single question that is asked of me but, some people are just so ridiculous its hard! That's why I say create an account with caution because you can't block anyone if they are anonymous and you can't in any way find out who is asking the questions!(Which sucks because I know a couple of times I wanted to find out who asked me some questions.) Basically what i'm saying is if you are looking into creating this free account. It's a free way to get cyber bullied also!

What do you think about formspring?

If you only Knew Me Review

The other day I was watching the show If you only knew me! The very first episode. I wasn't expecting it to be that deep. I know from the promos they were showing it looked really intense but I thought that was as intense as it was going to get! When I was watching it, the school that they did the program on was Freedom High School. They deal with different cliques maybe even in some cases racism! Okay when i saw this i thought to myself 'what school doesn't deal with those types of dramas' I continued watching and needless to say this school had problems and I cried along with the others that cried! I don't consider myself to be that much of an emotional person but when I saw this episode I cried my eyes out. Not because I am going through the same things they are going through but because I'm thankful that I, myself is not going through those problems. I mean kids were cutting themselves.. Thinking about committing suicide it was really touching and emotional! After the end I thought to myself I must continue to watch this because this show is really good! And I will promote this show because I feel like someone has to connect with this show somewhere and maybe this show can help someone else with their problems! I am highly anticipating the next episode when they go to a different school dealing with "Cyber Bullying" Considering the fact that I posted something relating to Cyber Bullying dealing with kerligurl13 (Jessi Slaughter). I can't wait and if you haven't been watching this show, I really think you should start :)

Jessi Slaughter (Kerligurl13) Should We Show Sympathy?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8WeB2mlMIg&feature=related <<>TONS of things to say about it! I know for a fact I Had tons to say! She basically wanted to tell all her "haters" that she is much prettier,more famous and much better than everyone! Ridiculous right? She says a curse word in almost every single sentence! I'm pretty Positive you can find that video all over youtube even though she deleted all of them. Anyways, on a website called 4chan (where pedophiles of the nation lurk) she posted nude images and videos on there. Quite disgusting if you ask me! People hacked into her account and they got hold of every bit of information (e-mails,address,phone number all of that). So then she got cyber bullied anonymously! A little bit after the cyber bullying began she made 2 videos of her sobbing about how everyone that harassed her ruined her life and a couple of times her father entered with his rant about how he is "backtracing e-mails" and "getting the cyber police". Often stating "You dun goofed". I'm not sure if this was before or after but on another video she was chatting on the web cam and she stated that any type of fame she would take. Obviously people harassed her again and now it's like she is the victim of what she asked for!! Now my question is this: Where were her blind sided parents at when she was posting these profane videos and photos? I know if it was my child she wont see another computer ever again! Shes becoming a Internet whore and she need to stop before some pedophiles get to her!! I think CPS Needs to take this GOTIS Ridden girl! What Do You Think!!??

For more information you can just google either kerligurl13 and/or Jessi slaughter/Jessica leonhardt!!
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Degrassi The Next Generation Yay Or Nay?

I'm a really big Degrassi Fan! I watched every single episode just about. Since I watched every single episode it seems like everything that happened seasons ago is being brought up again but with different characters. For example, I'm not sure if i am the only one that remembers this but a few seasons will a lot of seasons ago Rick was physically abusing Terri. Now this season Fiona Cloyne is being physically abused by bobby her new/old beau this season. Another example would be a lot of seasons back when Marco became "gay". We have another gay character names Riley. Soon another student will be getting killed or stabbed (like jimmy and JT) and more "baby mama and/or baby daddy" drama is yet to come! I really do enjoy Degrassi though! I'm looking forward to the rest of this season and the many seasons yet to come!!
Ps. Declan is such a hottie in my opinion :)
What do you think!??